Starting Over

I need to resist the temptation to delete everything in this blog and start over completely.

There is some good stuff in here.  Granted, there is a lot of "Ok, we're gonna do this thing for REAL this time!" This is frustrating for me to look at, because it feels like I will always try and never succeed at this weight loss thing.  BUT, there is also a lot of good information about my trial and error process, which I need to keep.

But seriously, I'm done fucking around.  I'm tired of my clothes not fitting, I'm tired of always feeling self-conscious, I'm tired of all of it.

Also, I might soon have a WHOLE FUCKING LOT of motivation...it is looking like an engagement might be possible soon!  I don't want to say anything more definite, for fear or jinxing it or something...but there are strong indications that this will happen in the near future.  : )

SO, I need to lose a lot of fucking weight.  And soon...by April 1, I want to be down to at least 155 pounds.  This is a loss of roughly 25 pounds...I've been hovering around 180 lately, much to my horror.  That is a very rapid weight loss, and I'm not sure I can pull it off...but, I think with the right plan I can do it, or at least get close.

As per my usual preference, the actual plan and goals will be in another entry.  I like having one entry to which I can refer, without all of, well, this.  : )